Pain

Alone I sit here
I think I've gone insane
I slash my wrists, but
It only numbs the pain
It doesn't go away
I try to run,
Run away and hide
Yet no matter what I do
I still hurt inside
Everyday I look my friends
In the eye
And yet no matter how guilty
I feel, I still lie.
No, I'm not ok.
I'd just rather die.
No you don't need to stay
Then you'll cry
Cry too...these tears of sadness
That I deal with everyday
So don't look at me
And ask if I'm ok
I'm not, So just go. Go away.
It'd be easier for us all
Alone, my life will fall
Don't blame yourself or anyone else
For me leaving the world this way
It's me and my own stupidity
That's all there is to say
Don't let a tear fall for me
Just let it be
Because eventually, will you remember me?

Shaken

Sitting there shaking
Alone and Cold
The night's seem endless
And the days grow old

Her world's messed up
It's easy to see
But why can't she just live
And love peacefully?

It just doesnt seem right
Nor does it seem fair
That she gets to witness
Everything that's not there

Though she may witness
Her heart will never discover
The true touch and love
Of her long lost lover

It get's harder to live
And harder to breathe
Sometimes it just seems easier
To hurt herself and leave

Somehow She stands strong
In a world so cruel
It gets worst and worst
At home, with friends, and even at school

All she prays for at night
Is love peace and happiness
And never does she get that
But instead she gets stress

She screams out,
'Help! Help my lost soul'
Yet no one seems to hear her
So she slips farther from her goals.

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